So Dissapointed with Hikki

that is Utada. One of the coolest artists out there. Japanese American pop star, kinda like the Britney of J-pop.

She released an album named "Exodus" in english in America a while ago and now she is back.

I had so much hope when I heard about the new song, "Come back to Me"

Then i listened to it and it was really bad.

NOt only that but i heard more of her new stuff (not sure if they will be on the album) but that stuff was crap too.

Comeon HIKKI!!!!!!!

STOP with this this pop/hip-hop garbage

GO BACK TO YOUR ORIGINAL SOUND

It sounds way better to me and im sure to a whole mess of your other fans

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!

Today March 2nd is my beautiful mothers birthday

so i put this up as a tribute

TRES LECHES CAKE... MMMM

Well Goodness Me!

Hey all!
So many things to talk about and of course, to be excited about.
The first ever Men's Volleyball team at hempstead highschool will soon begin.
Meeting will be help March 2nd and you already know i'm there.
Team captain... Oh yes get on my level. Im so excited because it has been such a struggle and long time coming to even get the thought of this program in peoples minds . But with the help of our soon to be dubbed coach, Anita Reynolds, and my growingly impressive persistance, we saw it through. Hempstead Tigers All Dizzay. thats ebonics (Ebonix) for ya!

I found a date to prom. A mild accomplishment, but still an accomplishment none the less. I was at first hesitant to even part take in the festivities of prom but now I am completely at a different mindset. Planning such festivites like limo bookings, afterparties, after afterparties, and of course tux rentals is quite...fun! And i do look pretty "DAYUM HAWT!" in a red vest. I prom date is Raynell. I spoke about her in a previous blog. All is well with us though, friends, great friends, damn great friends! We are gonn have fun. I'm determined to do so.

Girls softball is startig to shape up. Of course I am torn between my loyalties to my hometown hempstead and my pay stub from the rival town uniondale, but the heart ache will be perseverable (dont care if its not a word!). I just dont know whats going to happen when hempstead and uniondale square off in an all out grudge (softball) match. Oh Irony heehee... you are such a bitch!

My bestestestestest friend, Latoya, in the whole wide world is coming back March 6th from her college in Vermont (North Bubba Fcuk). And then soon after my other bestestestestest friend, Sonya, will be back from her college in Buffalo (Mega North Bubba fcuk). You know what this means.... BOWLING! ALL DAY EVERYDAY!

Well i hope you all are having an exciting week like i am. I can barely contain my giggles lol... (giggle giggle)

I hope nuttin like fcuks up my happiness because then i would just have to kill the thing that does heehee... (did i say that).

Oh well Be safe everyone thanks for readin my Blogg-o !!!!!!

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Loving These Tracks

BRITNEY SPEARS - "IF YOU SEEK AMY"





BEYONCE - "DIVA"






REGINA SPEKTOR - "FIDELITY"

(check out them shoes at teh very beginning... hawt!)






trying to keep a wide range of music interests
i feel this shows exactly how wide my range is
heehee enjoy

Yes! these are pretty old
But I was still thoroughly entertained watching them

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This blog is very much so my diary
i want it to be that way so i am gnna write as if i wouuld in a diary

today went smoothly pretty much... i went out to dinner with raynell everettes and ray's cuz krista.
Me and ray have the same birthday and kristas was the 12 of january so we figured lets go out even though me and rays birthday was the 18 this past sunday

we went out and had dinner and jus hung out but then it seemed as if ray got mad at me for talking to her older uncle tyope dude... whom is a very educated indivual. I enjoy speaking to educated people... makes me feel like i can be smart if i wanna be
but yea her getting angry made me angry... i shouldnt feel bad for speaking to an intelligent indivual but alas i have to i guess... me and rays relationsip is so shaky we r cool sometimes... atrracted sometimes... angry sometimes.... and confused all the time
i just wished she knew what to make of us so she ould tell me too...

another thing is me being alone lol
i keep watching noahs arc and getting horribly depressed... i want to find love like that... gay or straight
i want someone to love me for what i am and for what i am not and for what i will be
but it seems to farfetched of an idea these days... happy 18 for me i guess

i am writing a piano peice... i am proud of it but i dont like it very much
it reminds me of what a waste music has been on my life
here i stand ready to pursue my passion andi come to find that i am not good enough... that my passion for music is not enough... i want to cry about it but i dont so i write about it
hoping that my tears can be flowed into pixels and ink
i think its working i havent cried yet

my soul needs bearig about a couple things that i cant remember all at once. it is a funny feeling that i cant shake. I just need to be renewed i guess. everytime i star off fresh though it isnt long before everything builds up again. creating a bigger pile of b.s. than before

so currently on this pile...

lonliness
loveless
musicless
futureless
confusion (plenty of)

recycle bin of the mind

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